{"id":488,"date":"2016-06-21T17:52:14","date_gmt":"2016-06-21T17:52:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/?p=488"},"modified":"2017-01-03T02:52:14","modified_gmt":"2017-01-03T02:52:14","slug":"a-thread-of-thought","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/?p=488","title":{"rendered":"A Thread of Thought"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" class=\"size-full wp-image-485\"\n    src=\"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_01.jpg\"\n    alt=\"Seed hanging in spider web\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_01.jpg 625w, https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_01-150x113.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_01-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Virginia Woolf&#8217;s premise\u2014that a woman needs money and a room of her own to write\u2014is certainly true for anyone who creates. Having enough money and your own space gives you precious, uninterrupted time\u2014and a place to focus.<\/p>\n<p>Stretches of time are essential to my writing, if I&#8217;m going to go deep enough. The more &#8220;little&#8221; things that interrupt my day, the harder it is for me to tap into my creativity.<\/p>\n<p>I started today feeling creative. On my morning walk with my dog, I thought about what I might write about in this blog post. Then I had a routine health appointment, and after that, a grocery store trip. And then, I navigated traffic to get home, and made lunch.<\/p>\n<p>Now, here I am, trying to get back to where I was hours ago. If I imagine my mental space to write as its own landscape with a map, can I get back to where I was?<\/p>\n<p>Backtracking sometimes works. Taking another walk would probably do it. But it&#8217;s 100 degrees Fahrenheit outside. So instead, I&#8217;m sitting at my desk in an office of my own, enjoying the rotating fan that helps me weather my hot flashes!<\/p>\n<p>When you can&#8217;t backtrack, take another path.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, as I sweltered in the hot, humid yoga studio, the teacher said that heat is transformative. Her comment stayed with me, because when I&#8217;m experiencing intense change and growth, I often think of myself as &#8220;being cooked.&#8221; When I&#8217;m completely submerged in it, I call it &#8220;being in the soup.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Following my thread of thought, from uninterrupted time and space to the heat of transformation, what do I find there?<\/p>\n<p>A single bead of sweat, clinging to the end of the thread, like a jewel.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-thumbnail wp-image-486 alignright\"\n    src=\"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_02.jpg\"\n    alt=\"View of shoreline through water drop\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/p>\n<p>When I look through that clear sphere of water, I see shapes distorted. I am reminded of a snow globe, with a tiny world inside, curving inward.<\/p>\n<p>So if my mind is a map, and it curves back on itself, I realize that even when I think I&#8217;ve lost an idea, or a description, it&#8217;s still there, cooking, breaking down, re-forming, and blooming in warm, rich soil.<\/p>\n<p>In the end, if I stay with it long enough, something emerges.<\/p>\n<p>If you don&#8217;t have uninterrupted time, and a place to create your art, it&#8217;s up to you to make that happen. And when life interrupts, wander the paths of your own mind. Root around in the soil.<\/p>\n<p>Keep going!<\/p>\n<p>Something will turn up, I promise you.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-487\"\n    src=\"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_03.jpg\"\n    alt=\"Water drop over ripple\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_03.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_03-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.juliebaldwin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016-06-21_03-272x182.jpg 272w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Virginia Woolf&#8217;s premise\u2014that a woman needs money and a room of her own to write\u2014is certainly true for anyone who creates. Having enough money and your own space gives you precious, uninterrupted time\u2014and a place to focus. Stretches of time are essential to my writing, if I&#8217;m going to go deep enough. 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